Below you will find excerpts from my new book When You Think You Remember, which tells about my life and my testimony. I am writing this book to help others realize God is holding onto them! He kept me during the years I thought I would not make it and I thank HIM for that. Although I am still being refined, I am praising God for the steps!
Chapter 4: Married but Single
I have been remembering the good times and the bad, how everything that once was is no longer and how I don't know if I really care that it is all gone. Long Gone.... I sit here, right now...thinking how the love once was; was one sided. Not sure if either of us knew how to share the love we needed to build each other up. I am sitting here now wondering how everything got messed up. Still wondering if I care that it is all gone. OR is it? I remember the times....... I remember the love I remember the everything... I remember the choices I made BUT I will not allow the past to chase me....so I will not keep remembering and suffering the pain again and again...I WILL know that I tried....and I will know that GOD SAW ME.
